The New Normal

On Tuesday I start high school. Normally girls and boys would be excited about starting their freshman year of high school in my town. But i'm not feeling the thrill of beginning a new school, because i'm not going to see my friends in classes or in between classes. I won't see them at all throughout the day because i'm not going to my towns high school. I'm stuck with taking a school van to my new high school for 45 minutes every morning to get there. I don't know anybody at this school and I can't imagine how my first day there is going to be. I know nobody wants summer to end, but i'm dreading the ending. Everybody is making decisions for me, but have they thought about what I want? No. I don't want to listen to any of those people who say "Everything will be okay". No one listens to what I prefer. I wish I could have the chance to go inside everyones heads and make them realize, they're not thinking of me, they're only thinking of themselves. I don't get a say in anything. I mean, shouldn't I get to choose where I get my education for the next four years? It's all just happening so fast.