The New Normal

On Tuesday I start high school. Normally girls and boys would be excited about starting their freshman year of high school in my town. But i'm not feeling the thrill of beginning a new school, because i'm not going to see my friends in classes or in between classes. I won't see them at all throughout the day because i'm not going to my towns high school. I'm stuck with taking a school van to my new high school for 45 minutes every morning to get there. I don't know anybody at this school and I can't imagine how my first day there is going to be. I know nobody wants summer to end, but i'm dreading the ending. Everybody is making decisions for me, but have they thought about what I want? No. I don't want to listen to any of those people who say "Everything will be okay". No one listens to what I prefer. I wish I could have the chance to go inside everyones heads and make them realize, they're not thinking of me, they're only thinking of themselves. I don't get a say in anything. I mean, shouldn't I get to choose where I get my education for the next four years? It's all just happening so fast. 

My Hobby

Every Saturday I have a horseback riding lesson at SMF. I'm thrilled to find out which horse i'll be riding tomorrow. The horses at SMF are adorable. My 3 favorite horses there are, Rosemary, Blue, and Red. A couple of weeks ago I rode Snickers, the most advanced horse at the Stable. Riding him was so exiting, it gave me confidence in my following lessons. My first riding lesson was about a year ago. It's one of my favorite things to do. So in the future, find something to do that makes you happy. You might not find something you enjoy doing right away, but when you find it, explore it and make that thing a hobby of yours.